morning bloggu . So i was scrolling down on my fb timeline and saw this post shared about some guy had been cheated by a girl leaving him with suffocations and together with debts in the bank now dear brainless fella whoever you are , why are you that stupid ? where did you kept your brains at ? suttu (arse) ? i bet you will never spend all that even if you were married with her . whats with people acting all like the one that they love is the only world to them ? have you ever done all that to your parents ? you are stupid . you are really really really stupid and what made me mad to the fucking infinite level is when the caption and comments under the picture all sounded like girls are the only humans on earth that cheats . if i ever bring all the momahs around the world who caught their hubbys having affair with another women infront of you and make them create a page and share about their suffocations and post ' only about how women been cheated by their hubby ' , you men are gonna have your face down to the fucking drain . everywhere i see , girls cheat girls cheat girls cheat . now how sure you are that you are so fucking good now and you do all the shithole work after marriage like a fucking pussy sniffing after another womans arse !? how fucking sure you are !? men are always a dick nometta what ( ok maybe certain of them are ) , so do not make me say all the men are dick by saying every girl cheats . fuckin no ok fatherfucking no please .


i mean , i admit that woman do cheat but so do men too okay , so why only post about woman cheats ? there are woman had been cheated by men , please do voice out about it too you arsepricks . :@

k chiou !

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why .

why lie?
why poor?
why proud?
why clingy?
why lonely?
why poverty?
why revenge?
why not rich?
why giving up?
why bragging?
why compete?
why ignorance?
why do we love?
why prostitution?
why ungrateful?
why do they nag?
why does man kill?
why do they abuse?
why do they blame?
why does bully exist?
why do they die poor?
why stop ones dream?
why cant they leave?
why can't he realise?
why don't they agree?
why do they compare?
why dont they realise?
why can't you realise?
why do they threaten?
why is there no truth?
why can't she realise?
why do men buy women?
why does reality hurts?
why does heart aches?
why can' they be nice?
why can't i dream big?
why is there falsehood?
why is there negativity?
why does struggle exist?
why do they discourage?
why is there sad tears?
why am i so fucked up?
why can't we speak up?
why so much of insanity?
why is there no freedom?
why is there no politeness?
why am i not good enough?
why does failure happens?
why can't i be just happy?
why are they so heartless?
why is it hard to see HIM?
why can'the they be simple?
why does winning is not easy?
why is there no satisfactions?
why are we grumpy at times?
why dont they pity the person?
why is everything so artificial?
why does everything is just lies?
why can't i listen to my heart?
why do we have to be affraid?
why does heart break accures?
why jealousy between loved ones?
why do they blackmail someone?
why do they have to be so evil?
why do they have to destroy us?
why do they make us feel ugly?
why can't they be a gentlemen?
why don't we smile at strangers?
why do they have to throw words?
why is there such thing as pain?
why am i the bad person always?
why does life have to be so tough?
why can't they be polite to women?
why is there such thing as hunger?
why do they have to be so hateful?
why is there such thing as hatreds?
why do they play in peoples feelings?
why can't they think out of the box?
why do they have to be so dramatic?
why is there so much of expectations?
why can't they let us live our dreams?
why is there such thing as arguement?
why do i have to struggle to be strong?
why don't they feel that i am in hurt?
why don't they make us feel beautiful?
why do they make someone cry so much?
why can't imaginations comes to reality?
why do people have to be so stereotype?
why do we have to fall in love so hard?
why do they have so much of complains?
why are we not doing what we believe in?
why don't you realise i am a human too?
why is there such thing as being selfish?
why do they only concern about mistakes?
why do i have to listen to people always?
why don't they support with full hearted?
why can't i do my thing without struggling?
why do we have to miss a person so much?
why cant they see what makes me happy?
why can't they give us genuiene compliment?
why don't they let me to listen to my heart?
why is money plays an important role in life?
why do you people have to be so mad at me?
why do we do so many things we dont like to do?
why is there no rewind . pause . forward in life?
why don't they listen to my secret screams inside?
why do i meet with people when i look at my worse?
why do people treat me as if i dont have a heart?
why are they blind when they can see things clearly?
why do we like so many thing that we dont like to do?
why is there no any other options than staying strong?
why can't you just cuddle me and make me feel good?
why can't people see their own dirts at their own back?
why do call us selfish when we chose to do what we love?
why is that wrong when we does things that we love to do?
why can't people be just good , nothing more , nothing less?
why do i have to lead my life according to what they say?
why are we masters of our fate and captains of our soul?

i mean , why can't i just eat my waffle ?

if you know and realise the why , you can live any how .


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such an amazing art made me stared so intently for more than 10 minutes .

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drowninhere .

gulf of alaska , where two oceans meet but do not mix . i just want to drown in the middle of the both oceans .

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This , you feel that ? yeh , this . whoever the 'you' is , you should probably get it .

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My Dearest Allie ,

I couldn't sleep last night because i know that it's over between us . i'm not bitter anymore , because i know that what we had was real . Ans if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives , i'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees , learning from each other and growing in love . the best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more , that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds , and that's what you've given me . thats what i hope to give to you forever . i love you . i'll be seeing you .

-Noah

they were crazy head over heels in love with each other . something about the love that they had , which i wanted . just you and your loved one , forgetting this world , acting crazy and stupid where your loved one doesnt mind about how you act crazy with them , learning new stuffs from each other , esspecially as said above , growing love . when they only care is about you , just you . its just perfect isn't it ? the only thing that you have to do when obstacles comes between you and your love , is that you just gotta learn to hold on to them and wait for them , when you are meant for each other , you will meant to be together , forever and for ∞.

well , The Notebook , this movie teared me apart , such a beautiful movie that i would never feel bored of watching it over and over again . idk why did i planned to blog about this movie but hey , its the first blog post that im writing about a movie on my blogger didnt i ? koooooolio ! im out now ! have fun reading my crap dear heaps and hunks , good day ! :D


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From playful skirts to opulent gowns to bouncy anarkalis in shades of white . aren't they so so gorgeous ? =')

designed by : Samanth Chauhan

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Dear mr.right , buy me this dress , and i am yours forever . ;)



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that type of relationship.

where you’ve been together for soo long. know almost just about everything about that person, is comfortable being themselves with them , treats each other as homies yet at the same time lovers. could look at that person in the eye and automatically knows what they’re thinking of. that relationship to where you have secret codes that only both of you could understand. it may all sound perfect and a dream come true. indeed it is. but thats only the good side of it. many people may think one’s relationship is so perfect, but have you ever thought how they maintain it like that? its pretty much simple. they talk things out and find solutions right after every argument they have. its not about whose fault it was. its the matter of just being able to make up with that person because you cant stand to resist not talking to them. never let your pride get in the way.. learn to give your full TRUST. that’s basically the solid foundation of every relationship, without it, it’ll just fall apart. LEARN TO ACCEPT UNWANTED ATTITUDES. whether they can be a jerk or a bitch at times, no one’s perfect. && most importantly, THE LOVE FOR EACH OTHER REMAINS STRONG that they will never let anything or anyone get in the way.

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Women's day (iwd) ! From my little blog just want to say that it is a day to celebrate those women who made history . We now have what we have because of them . Happy International Women's Day Beautiful Women's !

Fighters , progressive ! =)

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well , same beautiful thing happends everyday that we dont realise how beautiful it is .


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when they pin point me that i have got no freedom , i cant go out , i have been curfewed and so i shouldnt be doing all that and this well fuck you . i will have it one day , and you gonna go like ' woah !! i wish i can be like her ' . that moment will come across my life anytime and i am just waiting for it so till then fuck you ! =)

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i came across reading this article on idiva.com about love and i thought of sharing it here so that this would help some of you to know what is love and what it isn't . have fun reading peepos !

Some came asking about a long lost love, some wanted to know about whether they had found their soulmate, some hoped to find answers to a loveless marriage, and some just wanted to know if love was coming into their lives. That’s what prompted me to write on what I understood of love. What it is. And what it isn’t.

Love Is…

• Free. Love comes when it wants to. Nothing and nobody on this planet can make anyone fall in love with us. Lovecannot be bought or sold. It’s free.
• Self Love. The only way we can be ready to receive love is when there's an adequate amount of love within us. The first step towards attracting love is to love yourself. Self love isn’t selfish or only about pampering ourselves. It begins when we accept ourselves just the way we are.
• Love is addictive. It is a high and all we do is hold on to the memory, the look, the connection. Our whole lives are spent searching for that happy high. But love is not a drug for the low times. Love is oxygen, all around us from the time before we were born and it will endure for a long time after we die. The first step in learning about love is becoming aware of the amount of love already in our lives. Think of the people who you love, who love you, the things you love and you’ll get an idea about the force of love.

Love Is Not…

• Trying to change or rescue the other person. The minute we believe the other person has to be a certain way, we’re asking for disappointment. All of us are perfect just the way we are. And love is acceptance.
• Expectations. Expect too much and we only get hurt. Expect nothing and prepare for pleasant surprises.
• Always the Same. Love changes, grows. People get closer or drift apart. Loving relationships require hard work and commitment from both parties. Loved ones will change over time.
•  Predictable. We never know when we fall in love. And no one can tell us either. If it happens, we just know.

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i am gonna crap . crap like a mad woman now . don't bother okay bloggy ? oh well i missed you so bad :)

was going through life at one point it got me think that why men disagree on their woman being successful . not all the men are not being supportive but to those certain men who disagreeing . like men loved to be admired , women crave to be affirmed . intrestingly , women have no problem being led if only their views and opinions are respected . even the strongest of them longs for a pillar to lean on .

dear certain men's , you need know somethin that your woman needs to be appreciated  the gift in her and challange her to get out of the nest and be the best . not being able to support full heartedly or criticizing your woman is the sure way of killing her dreams and pushing her away from you . when downtrodden strong women slip away from their men and do it on their own . now wonder a good number of successful women are single . funny enough though , even these credits their success to a supportive father . the dreamer you married needs support and encouragement . if you don't support her you will certainly lose her . she will stagnate and you will start thinking that she's boring .

if only all the men understood this and give their women the support they needed , then the world would be a better place because women would find it so easy to submit and likewise men would find themselves loving their woman withh all their flaws . men should not be threatened by a go-getter kind of a woman because trust me , she can never be a man and take your place . when you support her (even in her craziest of dreams) , she will compliment you efforts to improve your status a great deal .

So that’s what we should look for in a man - someone who is secure enough to let his woman take centre stage without even the smallest pang of jealousy.


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when you are having everything that you need for what you wanna be but you dont have energy and stuck in the middle of somewhere bluring around thinkin' how to get out from here is something which you have to think deep about it . the hardest part of our life is when they take controls of your life that makes you forgot how you used to be . they provide you everything that you want but will be blocking your ways to reach your dreams , real batshit hardest thing ever ever ever and ever , you know , humans ? you'll have so much ideas of doing so much of things in this young blood period but it just tear you apart when you get to know of them blocking your ways from what you wanna achieve . Its actually kinna make your heart cries like heck . you could hardly breath cause , not a single support that you get . it changes you , it changes yourself , you dont be who you are and you dont be beautiful too . To stop all that , i need to find a way . a path .a path to my MASSIVE dreams . gotta practise . i can be someone too . someone worth living .  should stop acting like a kid seriously . Im not stupid . i need to take rest now . so bai .


its a post created by me on 15.2.2012 which stucked in my draft all this while . lol

stole this posts from my beloved sister's blogger , tried and i found those four words which described about the exzact me . hahaha . 

lazy . charisma . passionate . honest .

err , idk about the last one but yeh , :)

its amazing how you feel lucky to have music to breath . no , im not talking abt the music that you just hear by ears . For me , music is something that i feel from what i produce . listening to music and feeling the music is diffrent but when you have the music by your hands , mind and heart is something that every one should feel . do you guys get it ? its like , you play piano and when you feel the sound goes through your hands and your ears and your mind and your heart theres something happends in you , something  like the feel when it just vanish into thin air inside you and tickles your heart , it makes you happy , it makes you feel lucky that you can produce sound where everyonelse who are not in music can't . Music accept you as how you are , lets you be who you are , it makes you realise how good and preety and soft you are inside , music understands you . makes you spark and you will be happy , just happy . i want to live in music festival forever , wouldnt that be perfect ? cause , sometimes , you need it to block of your thoughts . sometimes , writing music is the only way to escape .

do you guys get whatever im trying to crap over here !? simple , you hear people playing instruments and produce music and you feel them inside you , you feel that sound inside you , but when you play the instruments and you feel your own sound , THATS you , THATS yourself , and you just feel magical , easy and feelin lucky to own it . i know i might make people who dont do music jelly but , i need to tell the music and the world how much i appreciate and love and realise what i have in my hands .

well , feeling cold . im out . ☮




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truth is , i am stubborn as hell , i say sorry too much . i act like i dont give a fuck because i care too much . i over analyze the smallest of things & probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself .

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and i wish he could fly me away from here with his airplane . ;)

so was passing by a fashion tumblr page and i read an articles about tie-dyes which are my faaaaaaaac all time , the design kept reminded of my mamas nightdress , the awesome hott black onnne . Yess , every malaysian mommah will deffo have the tie-dye night dress fo sho , no believe ? aaaaaaaaaaasssskk .

so heres the three types of tie-dyes outfit and if i would want to choose any one of it , noway , i would grab all of em' . Its a huge news this summer , having featured heavily at Coachella Festival and all over the world's catwalks !

a . The Lily Tie-Dye Swing Vest is perfect for a beach cover-up , and the contrasting blue and white shades are the perfect summer colours . Comfortable and easy to wear , this top offers statement style with minimal effort .

b . Imagine Ibiza sunsets and our Tina Tie Dye Short Sleeve Bodycon Dress instantly comes to mind . With a cute cap sleeve and must-have mini hemline , this eye-catching dress can be worn in the day with your favourite sandals or teamed heels and a clutch for after dark glamour .

c . Maybe the Peaches Tie Dye Zip Pocket Tee is more your style ? Throw on with denim cut-off's and pumps for long summer days spent with your friends . The pocket detail is a stylish addition and the cropped length is ideal to keep us cool .




kool ha ? it aint justa a fashion update but i gotta save this details on my blogg cause it will be usefull in the future, so yeps imma outt now . peace folks !






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