when you are having everything that you need for what you wanna be but you dont have energy and stuck in the middle of somewhere bluring around thinkin' how to get out from here is something which you have to think deep about it . the hardest part of our life is when they take controls of your life that makes you forgot how you used to be . they provide you everything that you want but will be blocking your ways to reach your dreams , real batshit hardest thing ever ever ever and ever , you know , humans ? you'll have so much ideas of doing so much of things in this young blood period but it just tear you apart when you get to know of them blocking your ways from what you wanna achieve . Its actually kinna make your heart cries like heck . you could hardly breath cause , not a single support that you get . it changes you , it changes yourself , you dont be who you are and you dont be beautiful too . To stop all that , i need to find a way . a path .a path to my MASSIVE dreams . gotta practise . i can be someone too . someone worth living .  should stop acting like a kid seriously . Im not stupid . i need to take rest now . so bai .


its a post created by me on 15.2.2012 which stucked in my draft all this while . lol

stole this posts from my beloved sister's blogger , tried and i found those four words which described about the exzact me . hahaha . 

lazy . charisma . passionate . honest .

err , idk about the last one but yeh , :)